Home Wrecker

We didn't mean to....but my husband and I kinda wrecked someone's home this evening. That someone is pictured here. Our little pond in the front garden had to be replaced, so my husband removed the waterfall and other rocks, piled them all around the perimeter of the garden, and discovered this little guy's home. His burrow entrance was directly beside the pond liner and beneath the rocks. Chip chirped angrily at hubby as he worked away, and then he disappeared. Chip is the offspring of Chipper, a chipmunk I tamed last summer to eat peanuts from my hand. More about her in a future blog.... Chip has it made in the shade in this garden. He has his own personal waterbowl, seen here.

He also cleans up the birdbath for me and guards the plants from invading rabbits.

We worked on getting the new pre-formed pond in place and some of the rocks moved, but we ran out of time, as nothing stops my husband from going to the gym every night. So there is still a mess of rocks and stuff everywhere that we hope to get back in place tomorrow. He left, and I moved the old pond liner around the corner to the end of the driveway. I suddenly jumped as a very loud 'chirp' rang out from behind the gas meter. Poor Chip! I had frightened him as he waited in there for us to vacate the garden. I can't believe such a loud noise is possible from such a tiny rodent!

I purposely went in the house to give Chip enough time to get back to the garden before dusk and get another entrance dug to his home. Alas, he did not return. Poor baby. Uprooted.... surrounded by the unfamiliar .... future unknown... deathly afraid....and alone.

Ever been there? Not behind the gas meter....but feeling frighteningly alone, even if there are others around? You've had the rug pulled out from under you. The comfortable and familiar have taken wings and flown, and you are left in a cold place you've not been before. You don't know where to go from here. You sit paralyzed...and you wait.

I wish I could make Chip understand that everything's okay. I have plans for that pond and garden that he can't see right now....but it will provide all that he needs and be even better than he's ever known. He can be brave, step around the obstacles that are there right now, and begin to build again. He can sleep in peace tonight because something better is just around the corner. I tell you....I learn more from chipmunks and my garden than you can imagine!

"In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, O Lord, will keep me safe." Psalm 4:8

(From the Bible - New Living Translation)

Superhero

I don't even know Heather...never met her....just read her blog a day or two ago....but she has moved me, and she is my hero. This Thursday, this beautiful young wife and mother will undergo surgery to remove a tumour from her brain. Read this courageous woman's words here. If you are a believer, crank up the YouTube video she shares (in her blog dated April 30th) and let your spirit soar for the One we trust in - regardless of our circumstances. And pray this week for Heather, her husband, and her children.

Church of the Future....

Hope you all enjoy a church service today and remember....the church of the future will be much different than it is today, as pictured below....

'Songs on the Internet' - Courtesy of Dave Walker

And if you would like to read a much more interesting blog than mine, click here . I could just read for hours! Even the comments to the posts are thought-provoking.

(Thank you to Underdog for drawing our attention to it.)

Would you like that in tens or twenties?

I was at a floral shop recently and decided it was time to cash in on a gift certificate I had won at least 3 years ago and which had lived in my purse most of that time. The sales woman graciously accepted the tattered paper with no expiry date, and I got myself a rather cool eclectic type plant for my living room (pictured here). It's just 3 stalks sticking out of stones and only requires water every 2 weeks, kinda like bamboo, but not. As she was wrapping it, I asked her what it was. My eyes lit up at her response. "A money plant." Well!! If there was anything we need right now it's money because we've purchased a car to replace our jalopy. I took the plant home with great excitement and have begun to watch it with interest (no pun intended). I have seen a silver dollar plant in outdoor gardens, but I am quite sure I can see new paper currency beginning to form on the stems of my plant! It's hard to tell whether the bills are going to be blue, purple, or brown.

Of course, if they are American bills they won't be so pretty, nor will I likely know their value until they're full grown, but they may be worth more in the long run. I am fertilizing the plant heavily and am hoping for a bountiful harvest. Don't bother asking me to 'loan' you the plant...although I'll give you 'credit' for asking. (Groan).

Here's a picture of our new used car.
We don't own a garage or carport. If you are observant, you will note that our driveway is directly beneath the birds' flight path to the birdfeeders and birdbath. That is why we chose a black car. We're looking forward to the quadrillion maple keys and accompanying sap in the next month or so. For those of you wondering about that Jaguar...at last word it has been sold and we will be letting it go in the next day or two. We already have 3 cars in the driveway, so it's okay. We'll deal with it.

All kidding aside, we are so grateful for this car now that our other one is not highway worthy. It is a wonderful car and we are not used to such luxury. It's funny but I always experience a feeling of guilt whenever I have anything nice. This feeling was more than punctuated after going on a missions trip to the Dominican Republic. We walked through the filth of garbage and disease, and observed the desperate conditions of poverty in leaky tin shacks that made my ugly, rusty, outdoor tool shed seem like a large, wonderful dwelling place. When I arrived home and walked through the front door of my home, I was overcome and had to weep because I felt like I live in a mansion and don't even know it. I don't think there is a night I lay my head on my pillow that I don't think of the homeless and the poor and the desolate, and wonder how it is that I can have a roof, a pillow, a warm blanket, and a full stomach. Why me? Why not them? So I have tried to make it a habit that if I am spending money on something that is other than necessity, I must also give as generously as possible to a needy cause. We live in a culture that seems to spend every paycheque soon after receipt and often on selfish, needless stuff. But are we not blessed so that we can give it away...and as we do so....we receive more to give away again?! I remember when we paid off our first house. We had no kids and had made it our goal to get rid of the mortgage. We did it, and I wanted to celebrate the fact. But somehow, being debt free at that time was not the wonderful 'high' that I thought it would be. It was actually rather empty. I realized why people with everything are not happy. That's not where the joy is. But when we learned to give without thought of return or recognition, it was more wonderful than receiving! It's not about how much you have or the size of your gift, but the attitude of your heart as you give. Jesus noticed the little widow who gave only 2 pennies as compared with the rich people who gave much....he noticed because he knew it was all she had...given with a generous heart*.

And so as I watch my money plant slowly grow, I will dream of ways to give away its bounty, but in the meantime, I'll check out my other resources....like my husband's wallet.

In everything I did, I showed you that by this kind of hard work we must help the weak, remembering the words the Lord Jesus himself said: 'It is more blessed to give than to receive.' Acts 20:35 (New International Version Bible)

*Mark 12:41-44

Happy Earthday To You

I thought it appropriate to 'resurrect' (a popular term in April) my post from a blog I did last year about our Earth Day adventures. The weather is definitely better this year! Here it is:

Today is Earth Day. We bought a tree today…not to celebrate…but to replace a dead-as-a-doornail umbrella tree. It had served the Christmas lights well, but we didn’t care to look at dead branches for another season. The rainy day was perfect as the soil was moist for tree removal, and a new one would be automatically well watered in. So, in the cold rain, my husband yanked at the tree and twisted it back and forth to loosen its roots. Chipper (the resident chipmunk in the garden) must have thought it was an earthquake of a magnitude 10 on the Richter scale, as it was very close to her home. Within seconds there were dozens of earthworms that suddenly emerged from the soil all over the place and scattered very quickly in every direction! We literally had to move out of the way or they would have swarmed our shoes. I’ve never seen anything like it! Speedy worms!! We continued to work and must have looked like drowned rats as we were getting more soaked and cold by the minute. I began to prune a nearby rosebush, as my husband yanked on some stubborn roots, when suddenly I heard a “WHOAAAA!!” I turned to see him lying awkwardly on his back on the (very hard) rocks surrounding the pond, his hand in the cold water. After ensuring everything but his pride was unhurt, I returned to the trimming to hide my face, thinking it best to contain the hysterical laughter that wanted to burst out of me. Later that day, when I was sweeping up, I accidently (honestly!) moved the broom towards my hubby’s feet just as he was stepping forward, and he again went flying over some brick and landed on his back on the hood of the car. Don’t they say most accidents happen close to home?

We found a lovely new tree on this cold, rainy Earth Day and after purchasing it, realized we needed to fit this six-foot tree into our car. My husband decided to place the base of the tree on the passenger seat side, with the rest of the tree between the front seats, filling the back of the car. I was humbly relegated to sit in the back of the car sheltered beneath the wet dripping leaves of the tree. Of course, no trip on a Saturday afternoon is complete without going through the Tim Horton’s drive-through. We approached the Horton’s drive-through window, though I couldn’t see it through the soggy leaves, nor the person serving us. The server of course could not see me. I heard him ask, “Is that a tree?” My husband responded, “Yes, I’m just taking my tree out for a drive....... It’s Earth Day.” The young man handed over one coffee for my husband, and one for….........the tree.

Mhmm. ‘Tree-huggers’! You meet all kinds when you serve the public!
**I wonder if they have a "Take Your Tree to Work Day" ?????**

Drivin' on empty

We went to a car dealership on the weekend to test-drive a car, and ended up trying out a small, good-lookin' SUV instead, just for fun. (And no, we didn't drive that Jaguar to the dealership - we would appear too 'rich'). We jumped onto the highway, pulled off on the first ramp, and the vehicle started to die when we slowed down. We sat by the side of the road trying to get the thing started. It would turn over, then sputter and die. The gas tank was on empty! Soooooo we called the dealership and they said they'd be right there with some gas. Well, we were able to inspect every single part of this vehicle...and read the entire manual too while we waited! Finally, the dealership called back and asked for our whereabouts again. The sales guy had gone off on every ramp but the ramp we were sitting on. When he finally came, he poured the gas into the tank....and all down the side of the vehicle and onto the road.... The tank now registered fine, but the SUV wouldn't keep running. We managed to crawl along and stall, crawl along and stall for about 20 minutes while the salesman followed behind. We pulled into a parking lot to give up. The man kept apologizing - he couldn't get it going either - and because we had an appointment to get to, he told us to take his car and he'd get the SUV back to the dealership. We felt bad abandoning him there, but he said he was fine. We got into his very nice vehicle and I said to my husband, "Okay, nice car...where do you want to go?" We were good and returned it. We got a good chuckle out of the whole incident. Don't think we'll be considering that SUV, particularly when my husband has a habit of filling the tank only when it's hovering on empty.

Oddly enough, at church the next day, the Pastor's sermon title was 'The Need to Refuel'. His opening was a video clip of a powerful, souped-up vehicle that could do nothing because it had run out of gas. He asked us if we had ever experienced a stalling, sputtering vehicle that needed to be refueled. Mmmmmhmmmm. We were reminded that we Christians often carry on stalling and sputtering, but we don't take the time to wait in God's presence and have His Spirit refill and refuel us. Oh...we say that we spend time with Him. Doesn't every good Christian say that? We'd like people to believe we are dynamic, powerful, souped-up Christ-followers. We say the right things - we even do stuff that looks really good. But if we don't keep returning to the 'fuel pump' of God's Spirit, we're really not getting anywhere. It's His fuel that has the power in it. Our own strength doesn't take us far. It takes regular time apart with God and waiting in His presence, with intent, and apart from distractions, to really live a turbo-charged life. I wonder if I am even able to hear Him in the culture in which I live my life. I might actually have to turn off my cellphone, computer, and TV for a while each day because of the rest of the voices that call out for my attention from them. Ouch.

"I ask him to strengthen you by his Spirit—not a brute strength but a glorious inner strength—that Christ will live in you as you open the door and invite him in. And I ask him that with both feet planted firmly on love, you'll be able to take in with all followers of Jesus the extravagant dimensions of Christ's love. Reach out and experience the breadth! Test its length! Plumb the depths! Rise to the heights! Live full lives, full in the fullness of God.

God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us." Ephesians 3:16- 21 (The Message Bible)

Now I ask you, why wouldn't we want to spend time with Someone who loves us that much?

R-R-R-R-oll Up The Rim to Win eh?

In Canada, Tim Horton coffee shops are right up there with Starbucks in popularity. And they are never more popular than now, during their Rrrroll Up the Rim to Win contest. We've won a lot of free coffees, but no cash prizes, cars, TVs or ipods. I heard that someone invented a tool to enable seniors with arthritis to roll up their rims more easily.

Check out these pictures of someone in our family with arthritis who can roll up the rim just fine, thank you.

I believe she prefers large double-doubles.

No problem at all with the rim-rolling.

Not sure if she won anything....she ate the evidence.

With our luck though, she probably had the most popular win that's hardest to swallow....

"Please PAY again".

Oh the irony...

Our car died on Resurrection Sunday. We had already been warned not to drive it on the highway because the rusty, holey, rear suspension could pop through the trunk if we hit a really big bump. It's actually been a really nice car and does not look anywhere near death, but much lurks beneath the system that can't be seen. After church, our daughter was driving people home and it suddenly died. The speedometer dropped to zero. No electronics. Nothing. Dead. Oh, my husband would like to resurrect it...just enough to get by until we buy another car. I think it needs to stay in the graveyard at the mechanic's yard. Let sleeping cars lie.

So ya, we're still driving the Jaguar and it will thankfully get our daughter back to college tonight. Ironic that we now need to buy a car....and here in our driveway is this Jaguar for sale at a good price for a Jag....we could even pay it off gradually through my husband's employer......but we don't want it! However, if we could use it for a few more months that would be quite acceptable!

We still have another jalopy that our son drives. My parents bought it new....22 years ago. You can imagine what it looks and sounds like....but it runs! So I will likely be borrowing that quite a bit this week. Hopefully, the extra use doesn't send it over the edge too! It will take a while to clean it out - I don't think our son has thrown any garbage out of it for at least a year. God keeps us humble.

One other thing died on Sunday - NHL hockey.

Toronto Maple Leafs - may they rest in peace......until next season.
(I wish I had a dollar for every time I've said 'next season...!!') P.S. Any comments regarding the Sens will be quickly deleted!!

I wish I was Jewish

According to the calendar, Passover began this week. I wish I was Jewish, because then I would already be steeped in the culture and understand the traditions. One of my best friends in elementary school (back in the dark ages) was Jewish so as a child I asked her a lot of questions at Passover and Hanukkah times because they celebrated a lot of rituals and traditions with each Jewish holiday. But I was floored when I spoke with her parents and brought 'God' into the conversation. They immediately bristled and spoke with disdain and disgust towards a God who would put their people through all that they had endured. My young mind couldn't grasp how their 'religion' didn't seem to have anything to do with God. It was more about heritage. I am only guessing, but I presume the Holocaust had a profound, personal influence in their lives.

I am learning some stuff lately that fascinates me. I've always known there is a ton of symbolism in the Bible and Jewish customs, but if you really start to examine it, if you didn't believe in God at all, you would find it absolutely uncanny....almost creepy..... how every part of the Jewish customs, rituals, and feasts that the Jews were commanded to practice not only foreshadow Jesus Christ, but all the events in Jesus life were perfectly timed in relation to these feasts. Even if you cynically think Jesus was a misguided lunatic who orchestrated it all to 'look' like the Messiah, he couldn't have orchestrated the timing of events in his life to perfectly fulfill all of these pictures found in the feasts and the prophecies written hundreds of years before his birth. When priests chose perfect passover lambs, they went to Bethlehem to get them. The shofur would sound at 3 o'clock to signal the end of Passover - it is finished - no more blood needs to be shed. Curious that Jesus walked through the whole Passover meal, fulfilling the whole picture within that Festival of Freedom; fulfilled other ancient prophecies while being tried and tortured; and then he died at exactly 3 o'clock. It is finished. As we were recently reminded at our church, Jesus was not killed by anyone. He was born to die, and laid down his life at the appointed time.

So, this really has nothing to do with 'religion' - Jesus actually saw through the religious people in his day. Blindly following traditions and rituals is meaningless unless we can 'see' the purpose and meaning in them.

This morning I have lost my glasses - can't find them anywhere! I could only see 'dimly' this morning as I searched the whole house for them. I wish they had GPS like a cellphone so we could find each other! I'm still looking (thank goodness for my contact lenses!). It is important for me to continue searching diligently so that I can see. I wouldn't want to go through my whole life seeing only dimly and missing the clear picture! Religion is said to be man's search for God and that all ways point to him. Christianity is unique in its claim that God started the whole thing. While we've been ignoring Him....seeing only dimly....He's been orchestrating throughout history an amazing plan to get our attention. Jesus and the Bible are like the GPS to help us locate Him...to see more clearly. He laid down a cross over the chasm between us and Him so we can walk over and reach Him! Mindboggling! Humbling! He lovingly wants me??!! And I would deserve this why?

I'm thinking Christians need to celebrate Passover along with Good Friday. Pass the matzos.

"Christ arrives right on time to make this happen. He didn't, and doesn't,
wait for us to get ready. He presented himself for this sacrificial death when
we were far too weak and rebellious to do anything to get ourselves ready. And
even if we hadn't been so weak, we wouldn't have known what to do anyway. We can understand someone dying for a person worth dying for, and we can understand how someone good and noble could inspire us to selfless sacrifice. But God put his
love on the line for us by offering his Son in sacrificial death while we were
of no use whatever to him." Romans 5:7-8 (The Message Bible)

We're turning heads

Our friends are abuzz these days because we're driving a Jaguar.

We just chuckle because it's not ours. It was leased by my husband's boss and now it's time for a new Jag....so the boss told us to use it until it's sold. It's a tough job, but someone has to do it. Perhaps the boss felt sorry for my husband who rides his bike to work in nice weather, and bums a ride from a co-worker the rest of the year.

Trouble is, we're not 'really nice car' people. Like...the seats and floors of our cars usually have the odd french fry, gum wrapper, kleenex, water bottle, food stains, dog hair...you get the picture. We had the Jag for a week, and the boss handed my husband a car wash coupon and told him to get it washed. Not sure if that was a hint...but apparently the boss used to wash this car every day.......every day!!! Oh my. Our car gets washed every season.

It's interesting having this very temporary feeling of people taking second glances at 'our' car as we drive along. Last time I felt eyes follow the vehicle I was in, I was travelling in a funeral limousine enroute to the cemetary. The other day, big spenders that we are, we went through a MacDonald's drive-through (do Jag people do that?) and bought vanilla cones. Some young teens oogled the car and drooled, "nice car you got there!" My husband almost said, 'Not bad for a weather beater', but he held his tongue.

We still only drive 10 km over the speed limit as usual, but we feel silly. Everyone's speeding past the cool Jag on the highway. We feel like we're crawling at 120 km. (that's 75 miles per hour for you Americans, or senior age Canadians :-) ), but so far we've restrained ourselves from letting 'er rip (although I have no way of knowing whether my husband has 'tested' it without me). My husband tried the old trick of turning on my seat warmer when I wasn't looking, but I learned that one real good on a hot July evening one year in Jasper, Alberta in a rented vehicle. I knew I was menopausal, but that hot flash was unbelievable! I was really worried something was terribly wrong with my body until he 'fessed up to turning it on.

I commented to my daughter that I was going to take the above pictures of the Jag and hoped the neighbours wouldn't see me. She thought it would be funny to set off the car's alarm to draw the neighbours to their windows. Problem was, there's a knack to turning off that very loud alarm. We couldn't shut it off! My husband had to be called and he tried several times to shut the thing off. So much for not attracting the neighbours.

Friends have asked us why we don't buy this Jaguar as it is a deal, but I just can't see it. It's not me. I don't want to worry about it when I'm parking in public lots. We drive all our cars into the ground. It costs $150 to replace a headlight on the thing. We have no garage. There is snow in winter. Have you ever seen a dirty, rusty Jag? Nope. Our own car goes in for repairs this week as it's making horrible noises. We'll enjoy the ride in the Jag until it is sold....then we'll get back to reality and open the envelope for the car repair bill.

Surprises and blessings!

My husband pulled off another fast one on me. I had chosen my favorite Thai restaurant for us to go to for my birthday, as it was on our way to pick up my daughter at her workplace. When we arrived and my husband told the hostess we had a reservation, she said, "Yes, that was for 12?" I shook my head to say, no it's for 2, when I spotted some of our friends sitting at a table with a view of the lake. 'Surprise!!', they shouted much too loudly. I was genuinely floored - I used to be good at detecting secrets. I had a wonderful meal full of many varieties of all my favorite Thai dishes, and wonderful company of family and friends. When I tried to order dessert I'm still not sure if the waitress lied about the menu. They have always had cheesecake on the menu, but she said they had mango rice or banana fritters for dessert. Not my choice after just eating rice for the meal! But she knew that my husband had arranged for family to bring a cake he had ordered (with strawberries and kiwi between the layers! Yum!!). The staff brought it out with candles and sang to me. I was given lovely gifts and flowers and felt very blessed indeed. I have found there was one advantage to turning a 'higher' number for my birthday. I was given gift certificates worth $1 for each year of my life, along with the remark, 'don't you wish you were older?' Now if I can get seniors' discounts when I go shopping I'll be all set!

F-F-F-F-F-F-F-F-F-F-F-..............

"Let them eat cake."

Today I turn f-f-f-f-f-f-... Today I turn f-f-f-f-f-fi...fi.....fi. Today I turn fi...fif....fif...fif..........fif.......ty. There. It's out. I am now fif....ty. Ow. That hurts. Fifty is what was really old when I was in my teens and twenties. In my mind, I'm still sort of back there....so I'm not making this leap too well. My husband must sense my discomfort over all this. The card he gave me this morning made no reference to my age, no snide remarks (which he is very good at) - just an adorable kitten on the card and the words, 'Another year older...another year cuter.' He obviously knew he'd be in the doghouse for anything less than kind. My friends are telling me, 'It's just a day'....but yah, it's the 'day' I turn fi....you know. I have now lived half a century! I'm not making this any easier on myself am I? And I really do remember when a wagon was pulled by a horse on our street to deliver our milk bottles. I thought I'd imagined it until I read the history of our city and saw the pictures. I even had the name of the horse right.

I would say to every young person, as was told to me so many times and I didn't get it....enjoy every day, live every day to its fullest because time will fly by and you'll be old before you know it. When you are young, you think you have all the time in the world and 'old age' is so distant it's not even a thought. But I'm telling you, every 10 years you'll look back and go 'Whoa! Where did those years go?' And after 5 times of saying that, you'll be here! Although I guess you wouldn't say that at age 5....or even age 10.... I am rambling. Old people do that. None of us are guaranteed our next breath. I have friends who died before fif....ty. So I guess that puts us all in the same boat. We all have this moment....period.

To live.

To make good choices. To run from bad choices.

To set our priorities and not waver from them.

To spend as many moments as possible with the One who loves us.

To avoid what distracts us from Him.

I really don't want any regrets at the end of my life.

"Don’t let the excitement of youth cause you to forget your Creator. Honor him in your youth before you grow old..." Ecclesiastes 12:1 (New Living Translation Bible)

Here's a song to live your life by:

Life Means So Much by Chris Rice

Everyday is a journal page

Every man holds a quill and ink

And there’s plenty of room for writing in

All we do and believe and think

So will you compose a curse

Or will today bring the blessings

Fill the page with rhyming verse

Or some random sketchings

Teach us to count the days

Teach us to make the days count

Lead us in better ways

Somehow our souls forgot

Life means so much

Life means so much

Life means so much

Everyday is a bank account

And time is our currency

So no one’s rich, nobody’s poor

We get twenty-four hours each

So how are you gonna spend

Will you invest or squander

Try to get ahead

Or help someone who’s under

Teach us to count the days

Teach us to make the days count

Lead us in better ways

Somehow our souls forgot

Life means so much

Life means so much

Life means so much

Has anybody lived who knew the value of a life?

And don’t you think giving his own

Would prove the worth of yours and mine?

Teach us to count the days

Teach us to make the days count

Lead us in better ways

Somehow our souls forgot

Life means so much

Life means so much

Life means so much

Copyright 2000 Clumsy Fly Music (ASCAP)

Listen to a clip here.

No shortage of water bottles in heaven

Don't think there are water bottles in heaven? Read this:

"You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book." Psalm 56:8 (New Living Translation Bible)
I've got gallons of tears stored there. Perhaps you do too.

In Victoria last week, I was reminiscing while watching my brother get remarried. There is quite an age span between the two of us, so I don't remember him as a boy...just as a teenager. He was miserable and never spoke to any family members unless he had to. I wanted to crack his mean exterior shell, but he was untouchable. One day, when I was still a preteen, he left our family on bad terms and we did not hear from him for an entire year. I was heart broken. I inherited his bedroom and cried an ocean of tears over that year, kneeling at my bedroom window, staring into the sky over the park across the street. I prayed for my brother, wherever he was....that God would watch over him and that one day my brother would know God's love for himself and get past the hurt that was inside him.
He surprised us all by showing up on Christmas Day with gifts for all....acting as though there had never been a rift. It was a joyful moment for us all to see him. Pain and heartache would soon follow him however. He married a girl who began almost immediately to abuse him and it was soon evident to him that she suffered with a mental illness. We siblings knew nothing of this until 12 years later when he was able to confide the horrors he and his children had been living with as they tried in vain to stabilize her.
I filled many more bottles in heaven for him over the next several years, as he lost money, friends, and jobs. Somehow, he managed to get by under the debt load. Peace came finally when the abuser walked out of the picture.
And now that is, for the most part, behind him. This past weekend I watched him marry a wonderful woman who is so suited to him, and he to her, that it is amazing. She has lived through a similar ordeal, so they have each found someone who truly understands. They have both secured employment doing what they love. My brother's friends at the wedding told me that he is a godly man, gentle, kind, and full of wisdom and integrity. My brother? That belligerent teenager? Where did all that come from? (Pain is never wasted!) The latter part of my brother's life is now, like Job, far more blessed than the beginning!
Don't ever believe that your tears are unseen or don't matter. At whatever age you shed them, they are seen by God and they matter to Him. You may not think He is answering your heart cry, but rest assured He is....in His own time....in His own way.

"Is anyone crying for help? God is listening, ready to rescue you. If your heart is broken, you'll find God right there; if you're kicked in the gut, he'll help you catch your breath. " Psalm 34:17-18 (The Message Bible)

Ahhhhhh....that was nice!

If you ever need a wonderful place to stay - especially an anniversary or special occasion - you can't go wrong staying here at the Miraloma on the Cove in Sydney, B.C. (near Victoria).

We stayed here last week and wished it was for more than just one night. Very luxurious and reasonable - we spent less than for a chain hotel. The rooms were fully equipped with small kitchen facilities and they provide a lovely breakfast in the morning, and hot chocolate and cookies in the evening.

The first thing I enjoyed was this:

Softest water I've ever felt!

The king-sized bed with feather pillows (teddy bear) and the fireplace weren't too shabby either.

A balcony outside your room with cafe table and chairs allow you to enjoy the beautiful gardens and waterfall below (or the cove from the other side of the building). We spotted about 6 herons up in tall pine trees. Trees were all blossoming and daffodils, primroses, and creeping phlox are on full display. The rhododendrons are just about to burst into colour.

Miraloma on the Cove was everything it purported to be and more. We had to keep our jaws from dropping open when we walked into the building. Very classy place!

We learned my nephew is getting married in May 2008. Good news indeed. The rhododendrons should be at their prime right about then!

Spring's a comin'

I just saw my first robin of the season an hour ago! In this neck of the woods, robins are probably hiding all winter, but when you see them on the lawn, it's a sure sign of spring around the corner!

The first day of spring is one thing, and the first spring day is another. The difference between them is sometimes as great as a month.

Henry Van Dyke
Fisherman's Luck (1899)

Off to the ocean!

Tomorrow my husband and I leave on a plane to Victoria, B.C. My brother is so fortunate to have an oceanfront property in the country and across the bay from Victoria harbour. This picture is one view from 'his' beach. From his dining room window you can see Mount Baker, whales, seals, eagles, other wildlife, ocean liners, and practice helicopter water rescue manoeuvers from the Canadian Forces Base in Esquimalt. Or you can sit outside on his deck (while hummingbirds flit around) for a view of the lagoon to the side of his house...home of ducks, swans, herons, and the occasional otter. I could so get used to living here! Our visit will be too short - we are going to witness his vows as he marries a wonderful woman we met on our visit last summer.

And so I share a fitting song...one that was my favourite a few years back. While transporting teenagers who couldn't yet drive, I would blare it in the car and we would loudly sing along. And now that Audio Adrenaline has said Adios, the song is even more of a classic! I just might be humming it beside the ocean in a few days!

The mistakes I've made, that caused pain

I could have done without, all my selfish thoughts

All my pride, the things I hide

You have forgot about

They're all behind you, they`ll never find you

They're on the ocean floor, your sins are forgotten

They're on the bottom, of the ocean floor

My misdeeds, all my greed

All the things that haunt me now

They're not a pretty sight to see

But they`re wiped away

By a mighty mighty wave

A mighty mighty wave

They're all behind you, they`ll never find you

They're on the ocean floor, your sins are forgotten

They're on the bottom, of the ocean floor

Your sins are erased

And they are no more

They're out on the ocean floor

Take them away, to return no more

Take them away, to the ocean floor

To the ocean floor, to the ocean floor

They're all behind you, they`ll never find you

They're on the ocean floor, your sins are forgotten

They're on the bottom, of the ocean floor

Your sins are erased

And they are no more

They're out on the ocean floor

Your sins are forgotten

They're on the bottom

Of the ocean floor

Your sins are erased

And they are no more

They're out on the ocean floor

Ocean Floor

by Audio Adrenaline

Album: Lift

"Where is the god who can compare with you—wiping the slate clean of guilt, Turning a blind eye, a deaf ear, to the past sins of your purged and precious people? You don't nurse your anger and don't stay angry long, for mercy is your specialty. That's what you love most. And compassion is on its way to us. You'll stamp out our wrongdoing. You'll sink our sins to the bottom of the ocean." Micah 7:18,19 (The Message Bible)

Extreme makeover

Recently my daughter put together a 'spa' night for a large gang of girls at her college as a 'girls night out'. I had helped her buy some of the products and I started to get the itch to give myself a bit of a spa treatment. She had lots of leftover stuff, so I took a couple of extra facial mask products and looked forward to using them to feel wonderful. I set aside an evening for myself and began with a manicure and pedicure. Then I ran the bathwater with 'muscle soak' bubblebath, added epsom salts for my aching joints, baby oil for my dry skin, and magazine at the ready for mindless relaxation. While the bath was filling, I washed my face to ready it for the mask. Then I applied the mask, as per the instructions, in a thin layer....or at least I tried. It's hard to describe just what this goop felt like...but I guess 'goop' is the only word that comes to mind. It didn't exactly apply thinly....it was more 'gummy and gob-like', and would not spread nicely. I had to let it dry for a few minutes and then it was to be peeled off. I pictured it coming off in one neat piece....sort of like removing a sticker or postage stamp from its backing. Well, when I began to peel, it felt just like peeling after a bad sunburn....you know.....flakey...in little pieces....and you're never quite done. Then, the parts that hadn't gone on too smoothly came off in small gobs.....many small gummy, gooey gobs, that unfortunately were green in colour and I will leave it to your imagination as to what the next person using the bathroom would think if I didn't clean it all up well. My bathwater started getting cold as I continued trying to get this gunk off of my face. Even washing my face wouldn't get it all off. It was stuck in the edges of my hair like glue. My face felt no better than before the treatment, and I was still trying to get the traces of goop off my face hours later. I was feeling glamorous indeed. Two tubes of face masks went into the garbage with the gentle reminder not to believe everything you read on a product label. I'll go back to my 'beauty is in the heart' theory.

Incidentally, there is a recipe here for a homemade face mask made from nothing but water, essential oil, and cat litter....yes, cat litter..... as long as it is 100% clay. If you own a cat, I don't recommend being anywhere near it while your face is 'steeping'.

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Oh, the dumb things I do!!

I was saying welcome back this week to a co-worker who had been on sick leave for 8 months. She said she wanted to thank me for the card I sent her back in the summer. She also said, 'Lyn, I have to tell you.....the card was completely blank. I only knew it was from you because of the return address on the envelope'. I looked at her in disbelief. She laughed and said she knew at that moment that I was under a lot of stress at the time (which we were at work). My co-workers got a good laugh over it, while I racked my brain trying to remember how that could have happened. I am quite sure I was doing 2 cards at once, so I told her that I likely put her message in someone else's card, and they are too polite to tell me.

Later though, I started wondering if the second card had been a sympathy card. Wouldn't that be great if it was a sympathy card I sent to the co-worker and a get-well card to someone who was grieving!

This week I am going to mail another card to that same co-worker - one that is blank inside - and I am going to write the following:

Dear ________, I know that you are _____ at filling in the _______s. I was sorry to hear that you are ____________. I hope you ____ ______ soon. We ______ you here at work. Sincerely, _________ ___________ . (This replaces the ______ card).

I may be partially losing it....but until I become 'Mr. Beanlike' and send cards to myself....I'm still okay.

Hicc----up!!!

I had another little chuckle today at a time in the morning when I'm usually the foggiest. It may not strike you as funny, but at the time I couldn't stop giggling. The radio came on at 6:30 am and I normally listen to about 7 seconds of the morning news before I'm snoozing again, only to realize I've heard nothing and I'm pushing the snooze button for a few more zzzzzz's. But this morning my ears perked up....the dear man reading the news began to hiccup while speaking. At first it was almost undetectable....just a second pause be(hic)tween syllables. Then it was quite a few words with a pause between syll(hic)ables. Then it was full-out, "And today in Iraq, there was more (HICCUP!), Excuse me...violence.........And the weather will be clear and (HICCUP!) Excuse me...cold." This continued every few sentences until the news was (mercifully for him) finished. He deserves a medal for just continuing and not pausing to apologize or break into peals of laughter. At least he got me awake. I purposely listened again in 30 minutes to see if the hiccups were gone...and they were. Now wouldn't the timing of that incident just have been perfect if he had been covering the news a few weeks back about the now infamous Jennifer Mee of St. Petersberg, whose hiccups lasted for 37 days.

Isn't the internet a wonderful place that you can actually listen to Jennifer's hiccups.... umm.....if you actually wanted to...... click here:

http://www.sptimes.com/2007/webspecials07/special_reports/hiccups/index.shtml

Always

Morning by morning I wake up to find the power and comfort of God's hand in mine. Season by season I watch him amazed, in awe of the mystery of his perfect ways

All I have need of his hand will provide. He's always been faithful to me

I can't remember a trial or a pain he did not recycle to bring me gain. I can't remember one single regret in serving God only and trusting his hand

All I have need of his hand will provide. He's always been faithful to me

This is my anthem, this is my song, the theme of the stories I've heard for so long. God has been faithful, he will be again. His loving compassion, it knows no end.

All I have need of his hand will provide. He's always been faithful to me

Sara Groves - 'He's Always Been Faithful'

Pad Thai

I eat at a Thai restaurant once a week with my co-workers. It's our treat on Fridays for making it through the week. I find myself craving the Thai food several times a week and now I much prefer the wonderful blend of flavours over Chinese food. It does wonderful things to my tongue! Mmmmmmmm. Oh dear....I'm drooling. If I lived alone, I'd probably eat Mango Chicken with jasmine rice and Thai spring rolls every night of the week!

I am not a cook - in fact I rather dislike cooking if it takes too long and creates a mess - but this weekend I made Pad Thai and it turned out quite nicely. For me it has to be easy to make or I won't take the time. With a meal like this, you can purchase cooked, peeled, frozen shrimp - ready in a flash; frozen stir-fry vegetables (I found a new blend with leaf spinach, asparagus, broccoli, peppers and garlic sprouts - 'Europe's Best' - yum!); and forget the chicken unless you already have some cooked on hand. I've become accustomed to tofu, but no-one in my household appreciates eating 'chunks of rubber'. I crush peanuts in my handy Magic Bullet - they add a wonderful texture and taste. There are many versions of Pad Thai recipes using fresh vegetables and making your own sauce, but here's a quick way...adapt anyway you like with what you have on hand, but don't skimp on the sauce - buy original Pad Thai sauce.

Stuff you need:

Pad Thai noodles (Presidents Choice has 'rice stick noodles')

Pad Thai sauce

Stir fry vegetables - whatever you like

An egg or two

Cooked shrimp and/or chicken and/or tofu

Optionals: bean sprouts, crushed peanuts, cilantro, chilies, lime wedges

(Check the directions on the noodles you have purchased - yours may require a different method.) Put the noodles in a pan or bowl, and pour boiling water over them to cover. Set your timer for 5 minutes only, drain and rinse promptly with cold water. You want them firm not mushy.

Meanwhile back at the stove, scramble fry an egg or two in a pan until cooked - a couple of minutes. Set aside.

Heat 2 tbsp olive oil in large pan or wok and stirfry your chicken, shrimp and/or tofu, then throw in the vegetables. When cooked to tender crisp, add the noodles and 6-7 tbsp or more to taste of the Pad Thai sauce and cook for a minute or two. Then add the scrambled egg and bean sprouts. Combine well and place all in a large pasta serving bowl.

Sprinkle with crushed peanuts, and garnish with lime wedges, chilies and cilantro.

Doesn't get any easier or tastier than this!!

It was a dark and stormy night.....

I had gone to bed last night and was approaching slumberland when the telephone rang. It was my dear daughter.She's a college student with her own place...and she was wide awake. We talked until after 1:30 am. When the goodnights were finally said, I snuggled under the covers and marvelled at the changes I've seen in that girl. She has grown from insecurity to a place of strength and determination. She's weathered the storms and battled the odds. I remember when she couldn't wait for highschool to be done and swore she wanted nothing more to do with school. But now she thrives on her studies, has goals for her life, and is consciously taking each of the steps necessary to reach her goals.

The ice storm was continuing and I lay and listened to the sleet and icy rain pelting against the window, and the groaning of the heavy spruce tree branches laden with ice as they banged the side of the house. I wondered how our new flowering crabapple umbrella tree was faring. We just planted it in the fall. We followed the recommendations to stake it with three sturdy stakes for the first 3 years to help it withstand wind and damaging weather.

Don't we all start like tender trees? The storm's no picnic - it's cold, dark, painful, and downright frightening at times. But with some careful staking to brace us, we weather storms and hardships, not to bend and break us, but to make us strong and beautiful.

"Consider it a sheer gift, friends, when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. You know that under pressure, your faith-life is forced into the open and shows its true colors. So don't try to get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you become mature and well-developed, not deficient in any way." James 1:2-4 (The Message)

Winterlude

We wanted snow at Christmas to make the lights sparkle. We hung up the outside lights in November wearing our T-shirts, but alas Christmas was green. I guess we knew we'd make up for it later.

I must admit I have rather enjoyed the last few very pretty snowfalls. I hadn't realized I missed it until it brightened up the landscape. Well, it's here.... but today we're 'enjoying' our second ice storm of the season. Sleet and rain on top of snow makes for interesting driving. Give me a few weeks and I'll be longing for the snow to melt and the spring flowers to emerge. But for now, I'll enjoy watching the family member who enjoys snow the most....

Dog of Destiny...

Hard to believe this beast doing 'snow angels' is arthritic.

Snow brings out the puppy in her.

"Ahhhh. I love this cold stuff!"

Dontcha just want to join her? Looks like fun..........word of warning before rolling ....make sure the snow is white, not yellow.